to the long and forgotten

i realized, over such a small course of time people change. it's hard to find people now a days who were the exact same as the first time you met them. I'm not talking about changing from middle school to high school type stuff. I'm talking about just the way they look at life now, what they do, who they hang out with, and etc. I look at my life now, and all those bestfriends i had just all disappeared. We use to tell each other secrets that no one else knew, we would have those late night calls just talking and updating each other, we would have our own groups inside joke, we use to love many things that we all had in common, we use to go to each others houses and had girls day, and we would always plan out our weekend because we did everything together. And now that all changed. I feel like i lost all my girlie bestfriends, who use to do all that stuff with me. Idk i just miss the times where we had that group and we could just laugh are asses off w/o caring what other people thought because we had eachother. But thats long gone now, people change, and life goes on. I really miss it tho, i'm not going to lie. Maybe because i blocked out all the bad stuff that had happen and only remember the good things that stuck us all together. I know we'll never be a group again, and i dont wish for it because the trust factor has just died along time ago, but i want you guys to know that i'm glad i had you all during the hardest time of highschool.